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PM  This is the closest thing to a journal I have, so I need to write some extra tonight.  We had to put down our chocolate lab, Shade, today.  He had stopped eating for the last few days and this morning he wouldn't get up before I went to work.  The ritual is that he gets up before I go and walks outside with me.  He was almost 11 years old and had been with us from the first few months in Georgia.  Before I left him in the clinic, so many great memories jumped into my mind.  Early morning trail runs, trips to the river, sitting by the desk, and a long road trip across the country to name a few.  The damn dog continually dug up my flowers trying to find a cool spot in the summer or pooped on the greenest spot of lawn!  He had a tail the width of a python and could really club the walls when he was happy.  It will be along time before I find a more comfortable foot rest.  Alexa is devastated and cried for an hour.  I loaded him in the truck, and she went out and sat with him for quite awhile until I left.  I will miss the ole' boy! 

After I got back from the clinic, I had a fast run.  (7:20 average)  I don't know if I was mad or choking down something in my throat or thinking about different things.  I did run the Flying J loop and when I hit the trail, Pine Valley was the only thing lit up since the sun was underneath the hill.  The clouds were just hunkered down on the mountain and it was beautiful.

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From baldnspicy on Thu, Feb 25, 2010 at 10:06:45 from 72.95.177.56

Wow, I am SO sorry to hear about Shade! That is SO hard on the entire family!

Our dogs have always been a very integral part of our family and at times life revolves around them. Our family has had to put a couple down as well over the years, as well as two while growing up. I truly understand and sympathize with you and your family on your loss! Even our Min Pin, Smokey, who had been abused by a previous owner, that peed on virtually any vertical object in our house no matter how many times we took him out, we loved with all our hearts. I hated having to clean up after him, and especially when he'd pee in a spot that was hidden and I wouldn't find it until the next day when I'd smell it and have to hunt for it. BUT, it brought tears to my eyes when we were moving a couple of years ago and I grabbed a box that had been moved to storage a year or so before and saw a pee stain on it - obviously one I missed... Smokey had so much love for everyone and tolerated the kids rough housing with him so well. He would sit on your lap for hours and hours and always knew when you needed some love. Putting him down, as well as our other dog, Pepper (chihuahua terrier mix), was SO hard - probably the hardest thing, emotionally, I've ever had to do. You don't want to accept it, but know it's the right thing to do, especially when you know they're suffering. So even those things that upset us about our pets (digging up flowers, peeing all over the house), bring back fond memories and remind us of the unconditional love they have for us.

Right now, we have Izzi, a Min Pin, and I will NOT miss being woken up in the middle of the night (sometimes multiple times) to take her out, but I swear I'll be bawling like a baby when she has to go. She is such a great dog with a wonderful, fun personality. They say that Min Pins aren't lap dogs, that their personality is too hyper for that, but both of ours have been total snugglers.

Sorry for using your post to share my thoughts and journal my own experience. I, in no way, want to detract from your post and your experience. I just think that only dog owners can understand and appreciate your loss, so I hoped that by sharing my experience helps you in dealing with yours.

God bless you and your family in your loss!

BTW, I'd love to see a picture of Shade if you want to share - private message is fine. My brother has two chocolate labs currently (they're sisters) and has had two that he's put down over the years as well.

From daceg on Sat, Feb 27, 2010 at 22:53:15 from 74.211.28.156

Thanks so much for the thoughts.

I tried to post a pic the day I worte this, but I couldn't figure out how to do it.

Thanks again.

From baldnspicy on Mon, Mar 01, 2010 at 00:37:18 from 72.95.177.56

I'm glad to hear they helped some. It's always healing to share as well, so thank you for the opportunity.

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